Monday, 1 November
Journal Entry 23
Module 8
In the book that I chose to read, Their eyes were Watching God, by Zora Hurston, I was able to make many references to personal experiences that I’ve had. In the novel, the main character, Janie Crawford, has so many people forcing their own views and beliefs on her, and they aren’t the views and beliefs that she has. My Catholic upbringing in both school and home life basically told me how I should think and if I didn’t think that way then it was wrong somehow. I was always told if I didn’t follow the 10 commandments or live my life according to “What Would Jesus Do?” (remember the wristbands?) than I was basically screwed! I was finally able to expand my views through my college education and life experiences. Just as Janie led a portion of her life allowing others to tell her how to think or how to act, so did I. It was through Janie’s life experience that allowed her to discover her true identity. I think it’s impossible to develop one’s own identity if you don’t have your own set of values and beliefs and allow others to impose theirs on you.
Friday, 5 November
Journal Entry 24
Module 8
I have always struggled with the issue of feeling like I needed to act and think exactly like my mom. This is because if things aren’t done the way that she would do them, then she doesn’t think it’s correct. It wasn’t until I began dating my boyfriend three years ago that I was able to open my mind to new opinions and ways of doing things. I discovered that the way my mom acts and views things isn’t the only correct way. My boyfriends free and lively spirit/adventurous spirit opened my mind and helped me to find my own true identity. Janie’s third marriage to Tea Cake in the novel, Their eyes were watching God, is a critical part in the book because their bond is what causes Janie to realize that the bond itself which they had is what had fulfilled her spiritual journey, which included her own personal discovery of her identity.
Sunday, 7 November
Journal Entry 25
Module 8
I think that throughout our lives, there are times when our views become skewed because of the environment in which we are brought up in. Janie’s grandmother, Nanny Crawford, has a major influence on Janie’s decisions in the beginning of the novel. These decisions were which were made for her were not the ones that she truly wanted to make. This type of environmental influence can determine how a person responds to the issues that arise throughout our lives. I have lived most of my life allowing others to make decisions for me, and in turn, it has influenced the outcomes of many experiences that I have had. For example, my mom still thinks that she can make life-changing decisions for me (like Janie’s Nanny forcing her to have an arranged marriage in the beginning of the novel). My mom attempts to push her opinions on me about stuff like my future career decisions. Just as Janie’s grandmother’s views were influenced by her own environmental influences as she was growing up, so were my moms. This is the case for many people, but luckily I have the powerful tool of education which is one of the primary reasons that I have been able to develop a more holistic view regarding my place in nature.
Tuesday, 9 November
Journal Entry 26
Module 8
Keeping a journal throughout the course of this semester has allowed me to reflect on the material we have covered regarding the environment and has actually given the lessons a deeper meaning. Instead of just having assigned work and readings, my journal was such a creative aspect that let me fully understand my experiences with the environment that I have had, such as our field trips and discussion forums.
My initial expectations of this class being difficult and extremely writing intensive were true in some ways but false in others. The difficulty for me only lied in grasping the main concepts from the Colloquium Reader. I think that my writing has improved throughout the course of this semester and the knowledge that I have gained is something I never would have learned in the classes that I’m required to take for my major. I have a different perspective now of the environment and the many different creatures and plant life that inhabit it. I look forward to coming back to this journal in the future and remembering how the impact that the knowledge I gained on the environment has helped to shape my life and views on nature.
*Note: All photos included in this journal were taken by me









